Bloody Friday

Today, some sick twenty year old man caused a massacre in a day care center, stabbing thirteen people. Two children and one adult already died and ten other children are in the hospital. It is rumored that one of those children in the hospital has lost the battle, making the total deaths four. What came into the mind of this fool is not yet known because he refuses any co-operation with the police. No one here can understand why someone would go and stab little children, some whom not older than 6 months. It is inhuman and one can only wonder why this person was still walking around and not locked up in a mental institution.

I've always been this optimistic person, full of joyfulness and happiness. But that joyfulness has turned into bitter determination. Determined to hang on to that person that belongs to me. That bitter determination to fight for he who is destined to share his life with me. Happiness doesn't come for free and something is only worth it when you have to fight for it. This is not about him, this is not about others, this is my battle. I'm not going to let destiny walk by, I am going to bite myself into that destiny like only a Pitbull can and I will not give in on destiny this time. There is this big, black and empty hole where my heart used to be. That hole is filled with pain and self pity. Self pity because I want happiness and because I deserve to have him close. I'm a good girl and I deserve to have some luck this time. But that self pity won't help us in any way. The only thing that can be done is continue the battle. Building upon the work I did in the past months, continue to build right now and in the future, whether that be far or near, I will get what I deserve. I will embrace destiny and there in nothing that can stop me from fulfilling that what I am destined to fulfill. I swear, in front of God and the whole blog world, I will fulfill my own destiny. Nothing comes in easy and I accept this hard and long battle. Rome wasn't build in one day, and it survived the hands of time. So will I and my destiny survive this long battle. My love is too strong to let go, so help me God, help me to succeed and guide me on this long journey. The pain is real and deep, but giving up is and will never be an option. Hold on to the one you love and never give up on something you truly believe in. Like I said before, it is no one else battle, not even his battle, this is my own battle for something that is right. It is just me, myself and I and that is all there is to it.

Nkunda is arrested in Rwanda. That this has happened is kind of strange. It is known that Kigali supported the troops of Nkunda in the past. But the last months Nkunda turned in a warrior. Instead of assuring the Rwandan interests in the trade around the Kivu area, he became this crazy landlord who had other interests than the task Kigali gave him. Will this bring peace? Most likely not. The Kivu area is "rich" and there will probably another person waiting to take his chance... Kinshasa also wants to work together with the Rwandan government to disarm the FDLR, which is something like a mission impossible because the FDLR lives deep in the country and already mixed with the original Congolese people. In the end, this is just another reason to start the same war over and over: a fight over the rich soil...