Only for one moment

I've been loving a professional soccor player for a while. He showed me heaven. He let me feel loved again. Told me he would always be dere for me, no matta what. I believed him. I gave him ma heart. I even wanted to follow him when he was being transferred. Giving up ma life ova here just so I could support him. Cus he was worth it...

But sumthang happened yesterday. He found out sumthang. Sumthang I neva told him cus its normal to me. Neva expected him to make an ish 'bout it. But he felt betrayed, he felt like I didnt trust him. He doesnt want to talk to me anymore. Saying I dont love him. When he said dat, my breath stopped, my whole body started to quiver, heart broke in a million little pieces. My whole world came crashing down basicly. I gave all ma trust to da guy so it was hard to hear him say dat while I loved him so deeply...

Now all I want to do is break down nd cry. He will be transfered, will change his numba... nd I will never be able to get to him again. You told me you would always be there when I needed you, well I need you now nd where are you...?

Da thing you found out doesnt change who I am. Why cant you look past it? Yes it might be a missjudgement of me not to tell it to you, but I didnt even tought about it since its normal to me. My heart is aching. Just look deep inside urself nd find da strength to forgive me, find da strength to see me one more time since it might be our last time.

R.I.P HEART OF CHARLOTTE
MARCH 27, 1988 - JANUARY 27, 2008