Back to ma old habbits

Da second day of da year is already ova. So what did we do.... Nuffin! Damn I should be studying! Cant seem to focus. Lets just pray I get easy exam question, shall we? Hmmm. Bottle of water is empty. Should get a bew one downstairs but too lazy. Sorry random thought popping up. lOl. So where was I? Oh yes; studying. Y'all know what da thoughest question on an exam can be? Well I do: "ask a question yourself nd answer it". Damn dats hard cus you always think you asked urself a question dats too easy or too stupid! Well what else? Aightie, dere is a guy dat likes me nd I kinda like him back. lOl. I know him for a while now but ever since he found out I was in a relationship (ok am talking about like 7 months ago), he stopped talking. Never knew why. Till last Xmas when he wished me a merry Xmas. We chatted nd I all of da sudden confessed he has always liked me a lot. When I asked him why he never made dat clear, he said it was cus I was in a relationship. So now dat he knew I wasnt in a relationship anymore, he confessed it... We been talking like ev'ry day now nd I kinda do like him... Am like twisted in between emotions. I really like da guy -nd he lives in Belgium- but on da other hand, damn am still hopin dat me nd B can work it out cus ma feeling for him go way behond ordinary love. At da moment its like I wanna be with R cus he is close to me nd I like being round him but ma feelings for him bleech compared to ma feelings for B. Damn man. Messed up. I like da guy, but dont want to deceive him. Not gon deny it, I wanna be with him but dont want to give up hope bout B... So my dear Lolu, stop laughing nd gimme some decent advice! lOl.