IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT: I JUST RECEIVED MY EXAM RESULTS AND I GOT A SCORE OF 77%! BITE THAT BITCHES. THIS LIL LADEE IS CRUISIN' ON! GOTTA GET THAT DEGREE SO I CAN BECOME THE JUGDE'S WORST NIGHTMARE.
I was so happy when I received the letter with the results. I was still in my bed when my mom came upstairs. From the moment I heard her footsteps, I knew the results arrived. My heart skipped a beat and I felt like I had to throw up. She said "if I looked correctly, you passed". I couldn't believe my ears so I had to see it for myself. I looked at the paper and saw the 77% and I just fell in my moms arms and started crying. I think at that moment all my emotions I kept oppressed for so long came out. It was really a relief, but it frightens me too. What if I fail next year? It was a close call this year because I scored 77%, which is only 2% more than the required 75%. I have no other option but to give it all. I need to give myself for more than 100%. So wish me luck!
Men are so obvious. Yes they really are. Yesterday morning I received a TXT MSG from someone I haven't spoken in a while and he was extremely friendly so I immediately knew what was up. My first thoughts were "screw him" and I went back to sleep. 5 minutes later I got another TXT from him. I just replied that I had my time of the month and all of the sudden, no more TXT MSGs. Pretty clear what he was after right? It's no lie because I do have my time of the month but I just don't want to do certain things with him. I got this guy that I care about a lot and even though he is "over there", I want to stay faithful to him cause I love him to death. Why is that so hard to understand for most people? Out of sight, out of mind (heart)? Distance shouldn't stop you from loving someone. You can be close in distance but life next to each other instead of with each other, but you can be far away in distance but close in mind and heart. You just get to know each other better because there is no possibility to do other things but talk. I am not going to minimize the physical part in a relationship (because it is important too), but communication is and must remain the essence in a relationship.
Been listening to some old CDs I had over here and I bumped into Chapitre 7 by MC Solaar. Many of you may or may not know who MC Solaar is. For those who do not know, he is like a God the French hip hip scene. He is without any doubt the best French rapper. This album is so-so. Not really mind blowing like his previous ones. But one song gave my goosebumps in a not so positive way. There is a song that is called Impact avec le diable ("working with the devil") and it contained a speech of Hitler that went seamless into I have a dream by dr. Martin L. King. There is probably some hidden meaning behind it that is yet to be discovered by myself, but it is still strange that the famous dr. King quote is used in connotation with the devil and Hitler.
I was so happy when I received the letter with the results. I was still in my bed when my mom came upstairs. From the moment I heard her footsteps, I knew the results arrived. My heart skipped a beat and I felt like I had to throw up. She said "if I looked correctly, you passed". I couldn't believe my ears so I had to see it for myself. I looked at the paper and saw the 77% and I just fell in my moms arms and started crying. I think at that moment all my emotions I kept oppressed for so long came out. It was really a relief, but it frightens me too. What if I fail next year? It was a close call this year because I scored 77%, which is only 2% more than the required 75%. I have no other option but to give it all. I need to give myself for more than 100%. So wish me luck!
Men are so obvious. Yes they really are. Yesterday morning I received a TXT MSG from someone I haven't spoken in a while and he was extremely friendly so I immediately knew what was up. My first thoughts were "screw him" and I went back to sleep. 5 minutes later I got another TXT from him. I just replied that I had my time of the month and all of the sudden, no more TXT MSGs. Pretty clear what he was after right? It's no lie because I do have my time of the month but I just don't want to do certain things with him. I got this guy that I care about a lot and even though he is "over there", I want to stay faithful to him cause I love him to death. Why is that so hard to understand for most people? Out of sight, out of mind (heart)? Distance shouldn't stop you from loving someone. You can be close in distance but life next to each other instead of with each other, but you can be far away in distance but close in mind and heart. You just get to know each other better because there is no possibility to do other things but talk. I am not going to minimize the physical part in a relationship (because it is important too), but communication is and must remain the essence in a relationship.
Been listening to some old CDs I had over here and I bumped into Chapitre 7 by MC Solaar. Many of you may or may not know who MC Solaar is. For those who do not know, he is like a God the French hip hip scene. He is without any doubt the best French rapper. This album is so-so. Not really mind blowing like his previous ones. But one song gave my goosebumps in a not so positive way. There is a song that is called Impact avec le diable ("working with the devil") and it contained a speech of Hitler that went seamless into I have a dream by dr. Martin L. King. There is probably some hidden meaning behind it that is yet to be discovered by myself, but it is still strange that the famous dr. King quote is used in connotation with the devil and Hitler.
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2 comments:
you couldnt be more right with the whole distance thing ... clearly, love alone cannot be the ticket to maintaining (and strengthening) a relationship (esp when/if long distance is a factor) ...
Congrats on the results gurl! Really proud of you!!
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