Wednesday, June 25, 2008

One last time

What it do ma sweeties? In less than 20 hours ma exams are officially ova! Yay! But until then STRESS! Need to start ma last chapter -taking a short break at da moment- nd afta quickly jump into bed.

Looking ahead to ma vacation... Well shopping days start tomorrow so starting from Thursday I'll be hitting town daily... Its gettin a tradition! Ev'ry year da same thang! Last weekend of June: shopping nd Saturday evenin firework. Hopefully da weather will be great. Only one problem... Havent found anyone to join me yet... I'll just go alone, will probably see sum old, lost friends. Was hoping dat Peter could join me but he is still in Spain -or Portugal I forgot lOl-. I miss him!

Anyway, I asked a friend of me to hook me up with his cousin. Wont reveal his name but I can tell you he is on my hottie list. Yes y'all read dat correctly! As a matta of fact, he is ranked very high... lOl! Dats all am saying! I know dat sum fantasies better remain fantasies, but cant help it! Da guy is smokin hot nd I would be stupid to turn da fling down! C'mon... One "adventure" with one of da hottest guys eva... A gurl gotta have sum fun y'all!

Afta all da guy stuff Ive been through, am startin to see guys as objects. I dont want to trust 'em anymo. All I wanna do is play da exact same game like dey are playing. Seducing... Nuffin else. Using 'em for ma own pleasure nd benefits. But luv? Yh maybe dis one guy but its a one-way luv... Will I ever regret using a body just for pleasure? Am not living up to da traditional standards, dats for sure. Modern society? Certain thangs yes, otha ones no... Am just living ma own life.

Going back to my books for da last time

Peace

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