... And serious threats from Lolu! lOl! So was good ma peeps? How ya been?
Well lemme give y'all some short updates! First off, exams are done for like 3 weeks nd classes staring again - actually I should say "started" 'cos today was da first day - but I skipped it -. But some other - not so funny things - happened. Me nd ma sweetie broke up a month ago. Nd now I hear like all different stories from different peeps. Dunno which ones are real nd which ones are fake since I dont trust 'em peeps. Dey like to gossip a bit too much... Guess only he knows the truth... Maybe Ill get to know it too one day...
But then some strange thing happened. The first 3-4 weeks I was goin through hell nd all I did was cryin. There was one guy - a very close friend - dat always listened to me nd - I guess he wanted to duck-tape me from time to time - but he never complained when I was nagging 'bout ma loss over nd over again. Nd one day after anotha long conversation - I kept da poor guy awake da whole night long nd he had school da next day - I started to have mixed feelings... I still loved ma ex - nd still do now - but I was having feelings for dat friend too. I felt so stupid 'cus he was just a friend... With ma courage somewhere in ma shoes, I confessed da guy dat I might feel "something" for him. Guess ma feet never been faster back on the ground den dat day. He once had - yes past tense - feelings for me but dey are long gone. Now Im more like a baby sister to him. Nd maself is lixed up. Dunno if I have feelings for him dat go beyond like or am I just projecting my feelings for ma ex on anotha guy - the friend in dis case -.
So just to recap: Im single, I miss ma ex nd now Imma baby sis! Dang worst year ever and it aint even finished *Bleh*.
At the start of each new academic year, I try to make some good intendings. Da ones for dis year are: revising ma stuff more often nd no postponin, going to bed earlier, less drawing on ma papers, a cleaner handwriting so I dont have to ask ma mommie to read what I wrote down, using recycled instead of dose nice white papers - last years I used more den 1OOO papers so I gotta be more environmental careful - nd last but not least: getting all my credits in the fist term so I don't have to ruin ma vacation - 'cos I wanna get away during next summer -.
But what I expect from da new school year? I hope dere will be some cute black guy in ma group - something I missed last year - nd I hope I got a better schedule dis year den last time.
So far ma update. I kinda hope me nd ma ex can work it out nd get back togetha when time passes... I hate to be the baby sis... nd in 28O days, the school year is over again!
See yall lata!
Greetings
Cha Cha
Sunday, September 23, 2007
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haha...gud u back and feelin mixed up....lol...the B effect!..hehe
make sure u take care of school this year tho...u gots to get away next summer
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