When dreams go bad

Miss You by Aaliyah is blasting through the speakers of my laptop. I'm trying to get rid of this scary and strange feeling I'm feeling right now. It all started yesterday evening after Sheriff left to bed. I was still devastated about the conversation we had and I couldn't sleep. Around 3 am I finally stumbled asleep. Soon the nightmare started. I saw myself sitting at my desk, books all over the table. I saw my phone rang and I picked up. I heard my babies voice but it was different than the other times. I could hear the tears through his voice. When he said goodbye, it wasn't just a goodbye. It was like he was saying goodbye forever. I felt this cold feeling going through my body. When I called his phone some time later to check on him, one of his friends picked up. I could hear something was wrong. He told me Sheriff was in the hospital. The doctors said he took an overdose, accidentally, of sleeping pills and was now sleeping forever. At this moment I woke up, tears rolling down and I was bathing in sweat. I logged on to see if I could find him online. Up till now I am still trying to get rid of these feelings I'm having. I know it is just a dream, but it felt so real. I think periods and painkillers got a bad influence on my unconsciousness... Luckily it is all just one bad dream and soon I'll have him in my arms till death do us part.

Quote of the day
"Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere."
Martin Luther King, Jr