Droppin by to say WHAAAADDUP?!

Long time nuh talk! So wa a gwaan? Y'all aight? I had ma first exam today. 1 done, 5 more to go!

Watchin MTV base at the moment. Since when did hip hop became so brainless. Answer: a long time ago. lOl. Dey playin Flo Rida's Low at da moment. Nd da meanin is... Meanin? Should a song have a meanin? lOl. Yh it should have! Fine it makes people move but apart from dat? I heard BET refused to play Little Brothers Lovin It cus it was too intelligent. Uhm... Then why not do da same with crappy rappers like 50 Cent cus of too dumb. So its cool to swipe credit cards between a laydees buttlock? Hmmmm. Think about it. Is dat still HIP HOP?

So now Imma bounce to ma warm bed!

Nite nite

Back to ma old habbits

Da second day of da year is already ova. So what did we do.... Nuffin! Damn I should be studying! Cant seem to focus. Lets just pray I get easy exam question, shall we? Hmmm. Bottle of water is empty. Should get a bew one downstairs but too lazy. Sorry random thought popping up. lOl. So where was I? Oh yes; studying. Y'all know what da thoughest question on an exam can be? Well I do: "ask a question yourself nd answer it". Damn dats hard cus you always think you asked urself a question dats too easy or too stupid! Well what else? Aightie, dere is a guy dat likes me nd I kinda like him back. lOl. I know him for a while now but ever since he found out I was in a relationship (ok am talking about like 7 months ago), he stopped talking. Never knew why. Till last Xmas when he wished me a merry Xmas. We chatted nd I all of da sudden confessed he has always liked me a lot. When I asked him why he never made dat clear, he said it was cus I was in a relationship. So now dat he knew I wasnt in a relationship anymore, he confessed it... We been talking like ev'ry day now nd I kinda do like him... Am like twisted in between emotions. I really like da guy -nd he lives in Belgium- but on da other hand, damn am still hopin dat me nd B can work it out cus ma feeling for him go way behond ordinary love. At da moment its like I wanna be with R cus he is close to me nd I like being round him but ma feelings for him bleech compared to ma feelings for B. Damn man. Messed up. I like da guy, but dont want to deceive him. Not gon deny it, I wanna be with him but dont want to give up hope bout B... So my dear Lolu, stop laughing nd gimme some decent advice! lOl.

Best & Worst of 2007

ALBUMS

Best album of 2007
I gotta go for Hôtel Impala by Baloji cus he really surprised me with dis one. Never heard such variety on a debut album.

Worst album of 2007
Damn where to start. lol! Ill stick to "urban" albums dis time (othawise it would be a long list). Guess I will have to nominate da same guy ev'ry year... Ova nd ova again... 50 Cent! So my worst album of 2007 is Curtis by 50 Cent.


TRACK

Best track of 2007
The People by Common. Just listen to the lyrics.

Worst track of 2007
Any one of 50 Cent. Didnt pay attention to crappy tracks dis year. Just switched to anotha channel.


MOVIE

Best movie of 2007
Tie between American Gansgter nd I Am Legend.

Worst movie of 2007
Probably Spiderman 3


SERIES

Best series of 2007
Like ev'ry year, Emergency Room (ER). Best new series on tv must have been Shark (I found it funny but I was like da only one so probably sumthang wrong wif ma sense of humor).

Worst series of 2007
Tie between Lost nd Prison Break


GADGED

Best gadged of 2007
Probably da iPhone nd iTouch. But both got sum serious downsides too. iPhone is way too expensive nd it fucked up dat you have to take a supscribtion wif it. iTouch is kinda expensive nd not enough GB for ma large collection of music!

Worst gadged of 2007
Windows Visa! Ok, it looks cool but dats it! Its annoying! All dose windows asking for permission nd stuff like dat!


SOCIAL NETWORKING SITE

Best social networking site of 2007
Guess Ill gon go for Facebook. Sum aplications are nice nd its easy to find people from ur school, country, organisation, ... Downside is dat you cannot give ur profile sum nice bg.

Worst social networking site of 2007
MySpace! All dose spam msgs are getting on ma nerves fo sho'!

2007 Roundup

2007, what a year! Good things happened but also bad ones. Lemme take y'all back to da very beginning of 2007...

January 2007

January was like a stressy moth. Actually one of da most stressin ever! First time finals. It was just all so new for me. Totally different den high school. Guess dat change is a ârt of growing up. Nd damn did I grow it dis last one nd a half year! I still rememba da last exam. When I got home I just fell on my bed nd slept da whole night - clothes on nd ev'rythang - dats how tired I was. I was just so happy it was over.

February 2007

Well after dose finals, da one week break from school did me guuuuuud! Sleeping, doing absolutely nuffin, more sleeping, watching tv, ... La vita e bella! Ha! But gud times dont last very long nd soon do break was over. Had some rough time around Valentines Day. Seeing all dose hearts, couples walkin hand in hand,... I wanted to do all of dat too but ma former bf was not by ma side. Cried maself to sleep some nights in a row cus I always denied how much I really missed him... But luckily I had people supporting me nd helping me though the rough moments.

March 2007

March, ma belle... Not so "belle" though. It was a cold month dis year. Hell did I feel dat! I kinda always refuse to wear ma winter jacket on ma B*Day. So no matta how cold, I so not wear my winter jacket. Result: stubborn me frooze her ass off all day long. Nd I am still waitin on ma birthday present Bahati! I want da necklace! Betta late den neva!

April 2007

All I rememba from April are ma two weeks off from school. But not really in a good way! Dats when I realised <>.

May 2007

Kinda same feeling as in April. Ev'ryone was getting stressy nd damn did I throw some books dat month! Sumtimes I was like studyin nd had dat feelin nd threw away em books as far as possible. My excuses to all ma friends who got to see da not so good side of me.

June 2007

I think dis exam period was even worse den da one in January. Cus dis time I knew what was coming! Ev'rytime ma snooze went off, I got so nauseas! Ma nerves were killin me. Its a miracle I never threw up on ma way to class. Lol!

July 2007

Exams are over! Yay! Results came in. Oops... Well da gud news was dat if I passed, I had like 13-14. Bad news: I only passed 4 exams. Lol. Yeah I felt kinda ashamed. Gotta confess dat I felt like really doooooown when I saw em results.

August 2007

Kinda like da win or loose month. I tried to just get ev'ry letter in ma head. Didnt matta how, I just wanted to get it in. August 20. First day of second term. Hope all ma studying will pay off... But den, like a lighting on a sunny day, ma former bf broke up with me nd my world crashed down. All I did was crying. Concentration was totally gone. During ma exam, all I was fucussing on was not too break down in tears. I couldnt eat anymore, all my power was gone. Everything I learned, I forgot. It was probably still somewhere in my mind, but it was all overwelmed by da great pain...

September 2007

Exams were over nd it was just waiting on da results. Nerve wrecking! Den - finally - da results. I passed sum but also failed sum. nd da worst was dat da exams I failed, I had a 9! Dats da most fucking idiot point you can get! A 9 is like: we thought about a 10, not sure though so we made it a 9! Grrrr! I hated maself for da rest of ma vacation. But whats da point of getting mad? Its not like I can change anything...

October 2007

School started again. So am doing sum subjects of da second year nd sum of da first. Feels good to see da old faces again nd also to see da fresh rookies. Lol. Was a funny sight. As a second year student, I knew like all da short runs. While we changed buildings, day took da long walk while I just took da short run though da building itself. Yall should have seen em faces when I was already dere nd dey just arrived. It was like dey saw Caspar - dat cute gost -. lOl.

November 2007

Guess my whole life is back no normal - finally -. No more crying maself to sleep cus I miss ma ex. I guess am discovering da new me step by step. Enjoying everything life has to offer.

December 2007

Man no comment. Peeps dat know me will know whats going on at da moment so we just leave it to dat shall we?

Looking ahead to da new year

Like ev'ry year, I got one promise to maself: do not make any promises! Dat way you cannot disspoint yaself nor you can disspoint people around you. Simple as dat. What I want to achieve in 2008? Maybe pass all ma exams? But mostly have Bahati around me. Eventhough we broke up, I still carry him in ma heart nd just want him around next Xmas. Nd apart from dat, just continue with ma life. Sometimes I will strumble but I will always stand up again. Imma soulja gurl....

Special thanks to

First of all, I wanna thank all ma dear readers. W/o y'all, I wouldnt be writin dis blog. Second I would like to thank my closest friend. Bahati and Frédéric, thanks for being around. I know I haven't been easy on you guys. Lolu and Jess, thanks for cooling me down at those freaky moments. Tinashe, you ma partner in crime nd nothing will tear Bonnie nd Clyde apart. Finbarrs and Justin; what would I do w/o the two of you? My life would be so boring! Hovi ma man. My partner in music. Let us kill em beats nex year. Ya diig? Stephanie, thanks for sa walk in da rain. Dei nd Junior. Good luck you guys. We will hang out soon. I will be coming to Rwanda one day. Y'all got my word. Masso, you sure you would survive me? lOl! Antonio, ay papi. Dont kill em girls with ya body. Cecili, good luck with your Spanish sweetheart. Invite me to the wedding. I think dats almost it. My excuses for da ones I forgot.

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Christmas wishes

Monday 2007-12-24

Guess the year is almost over again. Ev'ry year around Xmas I feel guilty. Dose days you sit around a full table nd eat your tummy round while otha people are starvin from hunger. Today I found a game on da net that donates 20 grains of rice ev'ry time you answer correctly on a question. The site is called http://www.freerice.com nd I would like to ask ev'ryone to play it as much as possible. I made an agreement to maself dat I would donate 1000 grains a day as long as da game is online. I know its not much but if ev'ryone donates 1000 grains a day, it will start counting. So dats why I would like yall to click on da banner nd start playing.

What else is going on? Well nuff much. Finals are nearing so gotta study a lot! Finished studying ma first subject today. But betta turn ma phone off I guess cus I receive sum tempting txt msgs. Ill just pray for January 28th to come. Want to get dose finals ova asap.

Gon bounce now. Wanna study sum more pages befo' I fall asleep.

Merry Xmas y'all.

Internet saves ma life

Yh y'all read it right! Man dose economics classes are killin me! Dat guy can nag! Luckily I got ma lappie... Like he knows am chattin nd bloggin... Nd even if he knows, at least I keep ma mouth shut! 14 minutes! Geez. Man we can read your slides too so either tell sumthang dats not on it, or just shut up! Blah Blah Blah.

Oh yh it was snowing dis morning! Bleh! So cold nd slippery! Just gon go home nd stay in all day long. Hot chocolate with whiped cream, nice movie nd warm blanket! Ahhhh! *smil*. Wish I was already home!

So now gotta bounce. Shutting down lappie so da guy knows its time to shut up! Hey, you never know it might work!

Greetings

Cha Cha